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Saturday, September 09, 2006
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8 seP 2am
mA HeaRT JuST WAnnA SToP BeaTINg....
CANt DO THis ANymoRE..........................
haiz... im just hurt really hurt until i cant stop crying, i just cant take this anymore more blow, day after day a gun pointed to ma hurt just waiting for it to trigger..
waiting for something to happen
waiting to hear something that i dont wan too
waiting to lose someone
waiting to be hurt
waiting to be lose
waiting to read something tat really make your tears just rush out from no where
waiting
&
watiing
after going this 1st week of sep...i dont find the point of going on in ma life nomore.life is a very hard place to be in.... but i was strong.. i still have ppl who really care and love me.... im 19 . still have long way to go.. ma dreams to aim for... ma hopes.... ma wish.. i still have things tat i wan to do tat i cant do now.... just waiting for me in the near future.... i knoe tat im a soft spoken guy.. ppl just like to use me and take advantage but in ma antire life i dont have any hate feeling towards anybody.... i just dont find it a point to do tat.. cos its just make eu not a better person....
/MA wIsh FOr EU
I hope eu knoe what eu doing.. cos IF EU happy in your choice i will be happy for eu... i am.. altho i cant get wat i wan... i will still always love eu ... miss eu.. and care for eu.... i really do.... i just cant be tat perfect guy orr your dream guy.... wish that eu will find the guy eu been waiting for..... i will pray for eu....
/As fOr meee
i think i just have to move on.... i will try slowly... i knoe it take time, but i knoe im strong enough to really move on be the happy go lucky guy that i used to bee....
/ma WIsh
hope tat one day i will be with somebody tat love each other.... im just waiting for tat someone.... i just need tat speacial person in ma life.... and i wish to be ma old self again.....
SOon i Will BE mA oLD mE BACK
HEHEkz..
ard 5am when to slp...........
wake up at 12, fariz called me ask me to watch movie with shilla.. "THE LITTLE MAN"
soo i decided to call shahrul and fariz kto ask him to tag along...ard 3 we mit up at cp 7eleven... fariz shahrul fariz k and me headed to boon keng to fecth shilla cos she mit us after her sch... hehe.... reach boon keng we have a puff then go eat at kfc... hehe thkz fariz k for treating.. haha... ard 5 we make a move to PS... but we change and when to cathay.... to watch the movie laa..fariz k treat us again..thk q...really thk. hahakz omg the movie iss very funny have to go see... but its NC16 but shahrul onli 15 got in hhehehe.... sunnndell sekali!! hahakz.... after the movie end we walk all the way to bugis... cos fariz k wanna go buy his things... iyelaa mentang2 da de duit... go SHOPPING LAA... waw really he bought alot of stuff... hahakz... lazy laa to say wat he bought... then ard 1050pm we wanna go home laa... waiting for the taxi AIYO!!! soo the like waiting for the durian to drop laa.. haha one by one never pick uss... omg dont wan make money izzt... aiyo...then fariz k fed up already go and book 2 cab..hahakz...after getting the cab we headed to seng kang shilla hse... chit chat ard 1 we make a move ... fariz k fariz go take cab to go to esplande to mit our friends over there.. ... yaa now im at home. typing all this.. abit slpy.. tmr going bugis to watch FDS perform hehe..
ok i gtg... blog again aite....take care.. dooo TAG ME!! tHKZ..HEHE
